Help SAVE Lives – simply because YOU can…

give live

I’ve had a lot of amazing family members and friends offer to get tested to see if they are a bone marrow or stem cell transplant match for me… along with how that works for plasma etc…. It made me think to myself how amazing it would be if instead of thinking of me, hoping to be a match, and wanting to help save my life, what if everyone went out and simply donated… Donate blood… Donate Plasma… Donate Bone Marrow… Donate Stem Cells…. Donate POOP…You will match someone, I guarantee it. Somewhere out there a stranger needs something that you have an abundance of, something you can save actual lives with. Why wait to give to help a loved one, when you can help SOMEONE right now? I’m not saying go out and give away one of your eyes, your kidneys, your liver, or anything that puts your over health at risk. I am talking about things that you can donate, that your body can resupply itself with… The generosity is overwhelming and so appreciated by me and my family. The generosity would mean 100000000x more if it was afforded to someone other than myself. Who knows a complete stranger could be who saves my life, all because they felt a desire to give. Without knowing me at all, or who they might be helping. We are all a match for someone. You could do nothing your entire life that truly makes a difference. And yet you could do this one act of kindness, of compassion, of giving, without thought of who it’s for. Without the need of taking credit for doing it. Doing it simply because you can… That is true kindness in it’s purest form. Having nothing to gain, but being able to help another human gain LIFE…

And please know i mean no offense to anyone religions in anyway. I know that for many people even getting a blood transfusion goes against their faith. Everyones choice is equally important to me. I was raised Catholic, but I am also a Buddhist and I believe in a way of living that helps others, a way of life that avoids harm of others, and a way of life that allows us to be saved by other human beings, whether it be Doctors, Holistic Healers, Family Members, Friends, or Strangers… Cmon I’m the girl who had POOP literally save her life. And am thankful every single day for being here. And blood from strangers helped save my life in the hospital after my accident and through more than one surgery…There is great need for donors on all levels, of all things… Just some food for thought that I couldn’t help but think and need to share… The more people offered me, the more I thought about the ability everyone has to offer without the connection to the person they are offering to it… Talk about being a true HERO- saving a strangers life, prolonging their life, their treatment… Giving them hope where their may be a shortage!!!

Healthy Lifestyle is so crucial for everyone…

Health, health and a little more healthy… Finding the right fit, the right combos and the right fighting powers through Holistic ways…. The oils I’ve used off and on for years to help with sleep, chilling out my 100mph brain, aches, pains, colds, sinus, allergy etc… Esp since my body doesn’t tolerate much that isn’t clean and organic much and hasn’t for a long time now… I’ve never been a fan of ANY supplements. Not even a multi vitamin kinda girl. And always believed what Matt Kan Hai​ reminds me of constantly that we should be able to get all that we need from the foods we eat…. Supplements were never created to be something that people take forever. They were meant to supplement, hence the name. Right now my body is fighting Cancer on a cellular level. Very different then a tumor that we can just target and treat. When it’s in your blood, your plasma, your bone marrow and you’re actual DNA and chromosomes are mutating, things are a little different as to what we can do… So we need to put in as much good as possible, and use the right things to prevent infections and to rebuild very important blood cells. In my case, the white blood cells and the neutrophils are what are so low… the others are right on the cusp, but the white are what I need to keep the colds and flus and infections away. Example, I got simple freezing of some moles done and it took over a month of having them all grossly infected for them to start healing. Something that should happen much quicker, and never be infected. It’s not the cancer that kills a lot of people with the type I have, or the MDS, it’s the infections you get while your body has little defense to fight. So we’re building some Friggen walls people. We’re helping to build up my blood cells and immunities… And we will closely watch my blood and do proper cycles… 4 weeks on… 4-6 weeks off. At the end of each 4-6 weeks blood is always taken to see where I’m at… Lets see if I can raise my numbers all on my own and make some magic happen. We’re finding the right fit for me, without over doing it… and anything my body doesn’t like we remove from the mix, till all is in balance. And everything will have breaks until I have a damn biopsy that shows no cancer and then we’ll find a wonderful preventative regimen. We’ll be playing around with whatever we need to until it’s what is right for me. Open to any and all options and taking in all the advice, all the knowledge, and all the positivity along the way…

Whether you research cancer or not… one very basic simple area most Doctors agree on is that we all have cancer cells within us. It lives in us… It just takes the right things lining up and blamo it takes over… I truly believe on the contrary to what any Docs may think that having CDiff in my system, undiagnosed and untreated for so long left my body open to a world of other chaos. My body fought with all it had day and night against the toxins that cdiff fills it with… It left me defenseless against everything else my body natural kept in control and helped fight to stay in balance… Had the Docs listened to me, listed to my symptoms, understood how toxic I felt inside and out, and ran the right tests and treated it sooner, who knows how things may have been… Thankfully we found a way and a route that wasn’t supported back home by our Doctors and facilities… And we were able to kick it’s ass. I knew it would take time for my body to repair itself and heal from the damage done… These things could be unrelated, and my having CDiff could have zero bearing on me now having 2-3 different forms of very serious diseases/cancers…kidney and bladder issues, etc… I don’t have all the answers. And I will keep asking questions and learning all I can and doing whatever possible… But one thing I do know is I know my body better than anyone. I listen to it very well. I pay attention to how every single food and drink makes me feel immediately and throughout the day. I log it all, I track it all, and I listen most of all. I also know my instincts are usually dead on… Doesn’t mean I’ve always listened to them over the years, but I will say whenever I chose the ignore them, I usually paid for it. haha. Who hasn’t?

Anyway I know this is a lot of info… I’ve just had a lot of people interested in us sharing the Journey and the routes we’re taking. To some people this may not look like much, and may seem crazy when we’re fighting such battles, and if I posted that I was started chemo or radiation tomorrow it would be something easily absorbed, accepted and understood by everyone. The right fit, the right mind set, the right attitude is half the battle, and the way to achieve balance- inside and out… I am determined. I am stubborn. And I shit you not, I will not ever be someone who is dying of cancer… I may be someone living with cancer, but not dying of cancer. There is a very big difference.

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